Mon Mar 24, 2008.

That was my last entry on here, thought i might have kept a blog but i tend to lose interest anyways, I'm actually frequenting DA again, and will be picking up a subscription soon, and Most importantly i'm rather bored and feel the need to shamelessly talk about my life.

How things have changed since my last entry, at that time I was 18, no job no money absolutely nothing going for me at all.

Today, I have a steady(decent) paying job, I've come out of my shell interacting with people, making friends all the things I was supposed to do years ago but was far too paranoid due to my social anxiety.

I'm no longer on medication for it, haven't been to my shrink in a while - and I'm doing okay, the effects are still there i'm just much better at controlling them and not letting them control me.

I'm really proud of myself for that, it was absolutely the biggest obstacle i've faced in life, for that reason I messed up my school, education, social life - everything imaginable because i couldn't control that disorder.

I'm glad to say, I am in control right now.

So it feels good, life has been much better a relationship has come and gone it lasted about 6 months I realize now it was probably a waste of 6 months and My heart was always somewhere else, belonging to someone else.

In less, personal things and more techy things.

I've massively upgraded the tools i use,
I now am the proud owner of a
Canon Rebel XT
46" HDTV that doubles as my pc monitor
As well as photoshop cs4

Just waiting on my macbook pro <3

So, with all of that I have a nice platform for taking pictures, doing some editing and all that awesome stuff.

I just need the weather to be warmer so i can get out, away from the city, or at least this part of the city and enjoy the surroundings take some pictures and such.